So after almost 2 months , I write again ….
I feel better this time ..have more confidence in achieveing my mission in work..more calm in my thinking and not so hopeless to baby & abang …I guess he does not like to see so many sms from me…Nudin knows how to dial me himself and he read the numbers to me and so does Anis ….HQ seems not so missing me …Anis and Nudin calls me almost 3 times a day from home …my TM bills will climb up ….
chao for now
wish me luck
hearing my children’s voice today really made my day . Haqeem wanted to come to Germany and ” jalan-jalan , nak pergi situ, nak cari Ummi”
And Papa was with the mechanic ..he needs a new car
and
Anis is still in PD with my mother
Sounds like Abang wants to fetch me at the airport …
Loads of money will never buy the times I missed with my family ..
may Allah always blessed us with love and happiness
Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmupernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
Today is a public holiday in Dresden, I called home, mak and spoke to Anis .
It seems my small sons are not crying for me, it make me feel good somehow.
I walked through the history sites of DD town, crossing the bridge and thinking…God has given me so much time to spend on myself as I always wished back then..and yet when I have it , it all seems empty , without the normal hassle of life, as a mother and a wife …
I am human and will continue to be one …
Cold and rainy november
Dresden
well for some days I have missed the local news ; just learnt that ARB is charged.
I am still struggling with my training -so technical and political
anybody wants to know where to eat in Dresden ity?
It is a beautiful city ; window of Europe ; the Elba river and the renaissance beauty
Beauty and men .
Hi,
First time blogging and seems funny .Like talking to yourself but in formal languange .
Today I realise I don’t share important stuffs enough with Baby . I get the message when I called him thousand of miles apart , and we are going to be away from each other for another 4 weeks physically
and today is only the first day !
Missing his smell and his unsaid conversations
